Friday, April 13, 2012

Im gonna love you through it

"I'm Gonna Love You Through It"

She dropped the phone and burst into tears
The doctor just confirmed her fears
Her husband held it in and held her tight
Cancer don’t discriminate or care if you’re just 38
With three kids who need you in their lives
He said, "I know that you’re afraid and I am, too
But you’ll never be alone, I promise you"

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.

She made it through the surgery fine
They said they caught it just in time
But they had to take more than they planned
Now it's forced smiles and baggy shirts
To hide what the cancer took from her
But she just wants to feel like a woman again
She said, "I don't think I can do this anymore"
He took her in his arms and said "That's what my love is for"

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.

And when this road gets too long
I'll be the rock you lean on
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.
I’m gonna love you through it.
 
This song really hits home for me. My mom passed away thirteen years ago when I was five years old. She had cancer in her stomach that was unknown.
 
I was young when it happened, but I remember the day like it happened yesterday.. I was at my great grandmothers house in houston texas when we got a phone call. my dad answered the phone and started crying.. they waited a couple hours to tell me what had happened.
 
the surgery to remove the cancer went successfully but the doctor did not put her in the appropriate steps for her recovery. instead of putting her in a room for nurses to watch over her and make sure everything is going right he put her in a room where the elderly people go to sleep... she never woke up.
 
that was the worst day of my life. i would do anything in the world to have my mom back in my life.. to get to do all the things that mothers and daughters get to do together. my friends moms have always treated me like one of their daughters but nothing can compare to how great it would be to get to go prom dress shopping with my mom or cry to her when something hurt my feelings...
 
i miss her more than anything in the world.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Life

Life is short,
live it.
Love it rare,
grab it.
Anger is bad,
dump it.
Fear is awful,
face it.
Memories are sweet,
cherish them.

~unknown

This quote sums up a lot. Life is too short to have regrets, stay mad any longer than necessary, or fear things.
"Life is short, live it." You don't get to live forever, so you should "Live life to the fullest" and do what you want to do. Never stop and think, just act. you could pass something amazing up in life and wonder what could have happened if you had done it.
"Love is rare, grab it." You have a full life to love. You could end up loving 5 people in your lifetime till you find the right person. Never regret who you love either, because at one point it was the best thing in the world!!!!! Love hard and never back down. You will find the right person for you, and when it comes "GRAB IT" and never let go.
"Anger is bad, dump it." Its never good to be angry all the time. For one you can recieve major frown lines and look bad when you get older!!! But anyways its not good to be angry. You should always be happy with life. Maybe something could happen that makes you angry but remember that something wonderful could happen later!!!
"Fear is awful, face it" I have to say that i don't think i will ever face my biggest fear. Which is SPIDERS! I know it will be hard to overcome if i try to get over it. But other things, never fear to love and never fear to live life how you want to, because in the end it was your choice and what you wanted to do!!
"Memories are sweet, cherish them." I have had the best memories with my friends and family, the people i love the most. I will never want to forget them. Harleigh is my best friend. She has been there for me and i love her for that! She will always be my best friend!!
Go by this quote and your life will be wonderful!!!!

10 things I hate about you.

10 things I hate about you:
i hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
i hate the way you drive my car.
i hate it when you stare.
i hate your big dumb combat boots.
and the way you read my mind.
i hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes my rhyme.
i hate it,
i hate the way youre always right.
i hate it when you lie.
i hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
i hate it when youre not around,
and the fact that you didnt call.
but mostly i hate the
way i dont hate you.
not even close,
not even a little bit
not even at all.

I love this movie and i love this quote from the movie.. Im not really in to all the love movies because they pretty much bore me, but this is one of my favorite movies. Its a comedy but is full of sappy romance and love.

Two sisters, one preppy and the other a "loner", attend high school together. when a new boy arrives at school he lays eyes on the preppy sister and falls in love with her.. she isnt really interested in him at first but he doesnt slack off. prom is coming up for the sisters but their father will not let the preppy sister go unless the "loner" goes. the new boy ends up paying another guy to start dating the "loner" and get her to go to prom with him so that the new guy can take the preppy one. the "loner" takes a chance with the guy and ends up falling in love with him and vice versa.. everything is going smoothly until prom night... the "loner" finds out about the whole situation and is crushed... and like all the other love movies they fight and get back together!

its a pretty good movie and definitely worht watching!